Ever experienced a feeling where you are completely drunk in feels, having chills with atmosphere and high on thoughts? Yes? Then you are going to exactly get how I’m feeling right now, If no, then it wouldn’t mind giving yourself a little time..
This actually happened last night, after hanging out with few friends, i decided for the first time to not go home and roam here there, alone. It was really a weird thought at first, but with time I really drowned in the moment. I visited a few places and finally found a place by the riverside cruise-way. I sat there for about 40minutes, yes alone. The weather was so chilling, even though I was wearing two layers, I had a running nose. I pumped up some melodies and started writing. It was something I had never felt.It was like my thoughts were having an orgasm Okay, so before I mentioned that I visited a few places, one of them was paan shop, I bought a cig there. I kindof did the TFIOS thing. I didn’t light it. I’m actually going to write a complete blog on it, so I won’t start talking about it now. Another thing I bought was a Mountain Dew, Haha, those feels and some caffeine to go, Let me tell you, to be a little cliche in this, I was actually having the time of my life. I didn’t realize what I was doing until yes my mom called me and asked me where was I. You know, sometimes for motivation and support, you don’t need anyone. If we think about it, our lives are moving really fast, we don’t time to actually understand and reflect on our own life. All you need is yourself, the inside of you actually speaks to you. I gained a lot perspective about my own emotions and thoughts. All our clogged thoughts got space. A little time alone actually lets you recharge yourself. A breakaway from constant interactions.
I was so moved by this, I mean, I am so moved by this, I’m going to make this a periodic habit. Although Mumbai is not going to treat me good with the atmosphere,duh but hey, marine drive makes you forget all that. And by the way, yes it really matters where you are spending your time with yourself, It’s the place that gives you all the chills, believe me. I think I’ll end this blog here, and make myself a pact, I’ll write a blog everytime I’ll be alone, so look out for it and to be honest, Time spent alone can be some of the most productive time in your life.
–Y